Inhale Deep
You wanted all this & once you got what you wanted you went and fucked everything up. In the future we can be friends but right now not so much
December 2010
November 2010
Trust. Its what relationships are built upon right? But what happens when that foundation cracks and crumbles? Thats where we are..so where do we go from here?
As of monday
You would have been 19. I miss you dearly, i hope we see eachother again some day <3
“I’ve fallen in love, fallen in love for the first time
this time i know its for real I’ve fallen in love
God knows I’ve fallen in love
it’s strange but true I cant get over the way
you love me like you do.” —F.Mercury
this time i know its for real I’ve fallen in love
God knows I’ve fallen in love
it’s strange but true I cant get over the way
you love me like you do.” —F.Mercury
He is the sweetest :) i love that he respects me. I love that he makes me laugh. I love that he is okay with the way things are right now. I love that he kissed me in the rain tonight. I especially love that he SHOWS me how much he cares. I hope that this year we will be solid and constant :)
“
Living just to keep going Going just to be sane All the while I know It’s such a shame
I don’t need to get steady I know just how I feel Telling you to be ready My dear
” —
“You can stand me up at the gates of hell but i wont back down, hey baby there aint no easy way out im going to stand my ground.”
—Tom Petty
You left me heart broken and now after months of not speaking you want to get together? Thats completely selfish of you to ask that of me because no matter how much i want to hate you i cant not even a little bit. Its like you never go away long enough for me to completely move on…
I hate that i told you all my fears and secrets. I hate that we fight over stupid shit. But most of all i hate that all you have to do is call me and i come back to you
October 2010
“It’s so hard to find a good man these days. That’s why I date women.”
—Pauly D
“Ohhhh yeeeeah , its t shirt tiiiiiiiiiiiime !”
—Pauly d ;)
day 4
i wish i could edit the things i say. i wish i didn’t have the habit of just blurting out whatever is on my mind.
“but it was not your fault but mine &
it was your heart on the line
i really fucked it up this time
didn’t i my dear?” —mumford & sons
it was your heart on the line
i really fucked it up this time
didn’t i my dear?” —mumford & sons
I wish john hughs directed my life. I want jake/blane & bender all rolled into one <33
“our love, is a young love, but i know we’ll get this right.”
—
“my love is a true love, but my hearts as cold as ice.
all our innocence is gone,
if you like i’ll take the blame for all the things you have done.
i cant get you out of my mind,
your love is a true love but your never on my side.” —
all our innocence is gone,
if you like i’ll take the blame for all the things you have done.
i cant get you out of my mind,
your love is a true love but your never on my side.” —
waiting for the end.
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty’s within ‘em
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all dissapear.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control….
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we’re spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go…
I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn’t so…I know what it takes to move on,
-Linkin Park <3
For a long time..
I’ve been searching for that thing that ignites the soul and rattles the bones.
